If you're reading this it's too late

Bid thee farewell

What I offered was too real, for you,
and here I was trying to construe,
what must I fucking do?
the closure was long overdue.

Finally some respite,
down a bottle, just might.
no more, I can't fight,
all this misdirected spite.

Everything is different,
yet it is all the same,
my life completely changed
yet my love for you remains.

You don't know hate till you hate yourself,
last summer I tried to kill myself,
the scars are on the inside, no they don't show,
Rest in peace to love I gave up a long time ago.