Four faced deserter

Who created who?

Show me how to live,

help me find salvation,

can't help being apprehensive,

amidst all this damnation.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

I took them both together,

couldn't find my feet, I misunderstood,

now I am fucking lost forever.

Help me, O creator! 

I doubt you exist,

O dubious dictator!

O anarchic alchemist!

Prove me wrong,

show me the way,

but you never came along,

only to my dismay.